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• Friday, December 07, 2007 •

Now I am like waiting for that person call?
Whether I can get the job with my friends,
everyone got the call, yet me
Even Piang and Jing who went today get to go to Monday’s interview.
Why I don’t have?
So sad can, felt so left out most of the time.
I don’t know why but this is how I feel.
Do I really have true friends?
I have lots of friends I can say so,
But someone who I can speak to when I am emo,
I don’t think so.
Maybe just that no one really know who I am?
Or how I feels.
Or maybe I am someone that they can’t see through me?
I know sometimes
I just don’t show my emotions on my face,
I don’t know why I can’t do that, maybe I have changed?
I just feel I don’t belong to anywhere, any place.

Soul mate?
Does I even have one before?
Sometimes I really think that I am too empty.
Just a hollow husk, nothing inside.
No knowledge, no common sense, not even just like other girls that go for fashion.
I just don’t click into any of the topics.
Thinking of the past, I really think I have waste so much of my life.
Studying and studying, tuition and tuition, yet no results coming out.
What is the point man?
No life.

the sweetest goodbye (♥). 1:18 PM