• Monday, December 31, 2007 •
Hey hey let me use this few more hours before 2007 end to blog!
My blog is lack of new entries~~
Now I’m back to SIS to work for this 3 weeks holiday,
which gonna end this week~~
School term starts next week~~ ><
2007 seems to be a short year!
Don’t you all think so?
Things happened and go just too fast before I realize!
Enter poly, get to know tai-tais,
get to know new friends,
also not forgetting my beloved PBS and also Jiayan~~
Haha.. SEE I so good I got put your name here~~
I never ever thought that I will have close friends after entering poly!
I even learnt how to play mahjong this year!
Wahahaha..
Special thanks to them~
Fangling
Huixin aka Mrs Jung
Jiayan
Jing
Joey
Mabel
Mary
Melissa
Piang
PuayLeng
Shihui
Shijie
Xiaohei
Yunbin
Zhiyan
I love you all~~ Saranghaeyo~~
Labels: Saranghaeyo~
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 10:14 PM
• Saturday, December 08, 2007 •
When you once been push down the cliff,
you felt so lost and don’t know what to do.
So painful, don’t wish to face anything or talk to anyone.
One day, when u got the courage to climb up again,
hoping that there may be a better life,
you worked so hard to forget it,
just hope that everything will be better then.
But when you just reach the land,
someone pushes you down again,
this time it hurts more,
you will start to think,
should I go up again?
Or should I just stay here,
in my own world,
don’t even care about anything anymore?
When you never ever been successful in life before,
you will never know how painful it is to fall.
When you worked so hard yet fall again and again,
no one will know how painful it is.
PSLE
SYF
O level
All fell before
I can’t turn back now.
I know I am just a blank sheet of paper,
even in a resume I got nothing that I can write.
No talent,
No awards,
No achievement,
No experience,
No good grades.
Fangling once said that I’m blessed.
I’m not.
I cursed, not blessed.
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 12:16 AM
• •
When you once been push down the cliff,
you felt so lost and don’t know what to do.
So painful, don’t wish to face anything or talk to anyone.
One day, when u got the courage to climb up again,
hoping that there may be a better life,
you worked so hard to forget it,
just hope that everything will be better then.
But when you just reach the land,
someone pushes you down again,
this time it hurts more,
you will start to think,
should I go up again?
Or should I just stay here,
in my own world,
don’t even care about anything anymore?
When you never ever been successful in life before,
you will never know how painful it is to fall.
When you worked so hard yet fall again and again,
no one will know how painful it is.
PSLE
SYF
O level
All I fell.
I can’t turn back now.
I know I am just a blank sheet of paper,
even in a resume I got nothing that I can write.
No talent,
No awards,
No achievement,
No experience,
No good grades.
Fangling once said that I’m blessed.
I’m not.
I cursed, not blessed.
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 12:16 AM
• Friday, December 07, 2007 •
Now I am like waiting for that person call?
Whether I can get the job with my friends,
everyone got the call, yet me
Even Piang and Jing who went today get to go to Monday’s interview.
Why I don’t have?
So sad can, felt so left out most of the time.
I don’t know why but this is how I feel.
Do I really have true friends?
I have lots of friends I can say so,
But someone who I can speak to when I am emo,
I don’t think so.
Maybe just that no one really know who I am?
Or how I feels.
Or maybe I am someone that they can’t see through me?
I know sometimes
I just don’t show my emotions on my face,
I don’t know why I can’t do that, maybe I have changed?
I just feel I don’t belong to anywhere, any place.
Soul mate?
Does I even have one before?
Sometimes I really think that I am too empty.
Just a hollow husk, nothing inside.
No knowledge, no common sense, not even just like other girls that go for fashion.
I just don’t click into any of the topics.
Thinking of the past, I really think I have waste so much of my life.
Studying and studying, tuition and tuition, yet no results coming out.
What is the point man?
No life.
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 1:18 PM
• Tuesday, December 04, 2007 •
SCIENCE FOR TODAY!
Science is BORING but I got a INTERESTING faci.
She damn cute can! Very hyper.
I wonder where she gets all the energy from~ Wahahaha
Today is her examination, and there is this big big camera in class now
So weird can~~
Today still got talk,
I think I should blog later while I listen in class
Lalalalalala
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 11:22 AM
• Monday, December 03, 2007 •
I am damn pissed off today!
THAT person was the leader for today!
WOW!
So she think she leader then can add in slides that she want lah!
Adding in that slide when you can’t even explain to us what the diagram really talks about.
When you can find simpler things to add in but u INSISTED of putting in that slide.
So are you trying to get the team down or what?!
Or just because u doesn’t want to let us to think that you can do nothing.
But what you have done today proves everything!
This is what Counterproductive is!
Thanks god that we left a few weeks to go before semester ends.
Seriously I think she really need to attend attitude talks sia so rude can!
LEARN how to be NICE to people, AT LEAST talk nicely IF you want people to REPLY you back NICELY.
ALSO, PLEASE ASK THAT PERSON WHETHER YOU CAN TOUCH THEIR LAPTOP, AT LEAST ASK WHETHER IS THERE ANY ACTIVITIES THAT IS GOING ON, YOU ALMOST HANG MY LAPTOP THAT TIME, AND YOU STILL GOT TO CHICK TO ASK ME TO SPEAK TO YOU NICELY WHEN YOU SUPPOSE TO BE THE ONE TOUCHING PEOPLE LAPTOP WITHOUT ASKING! WOW!
Labels: WTH
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 11:41 PM
• Sunday, December 02, 2007 •
Well I think I really need to update my blog more often,
Better don’t let it rot here.
Things seems to get better now,
my grades, I finally get a B for enterprise,
also I have chose not to take any elective in year 2 sem 1.
Today I never went for the walk,
just don’t feel like going,
hope that the school don’t chop us for that.
Tml is Monday again!
Monday blues for sure.
Nvm let’s count down for the coming holiday!!!
3 weeks of holiday for me to at least find a part time job.
I SERIOUSLY NEED A JOB!
No income = No shopping = No Kbox = Rot at home during weekends
SIGH~~
I need some ideas for January banner~~~
the sweetest goodbye (♥). 7:31 PM
